scared and worried x

I'm scared of being left out. I'm scared that I'm wasting my time. I'm worried for my future. I'm worried that I'll never get out of here. I'm scared we'll never last. I'm scared that you'll fuck this up. I'm scared that I won't live past thirty. I'm scared that I won't do anything good with my life. I'm scared that I'll end up the way I was before. I'm scared I'll never be happy.