growth

It's important to remember in relationships that spending time apart is healthy. Incredibly healthy at that, as I've come to realize that absence really does makes the heart grow fonder. As much as I hate being alone, I've been sick lately so I've been in bed quite a lot. I've been spending my days sitting around and resting. Its during this time that I've realized that rest and time away is really what I've needed all along. I need my own life apart from yours. I need to stay busy and build my own world, I cannot fuse mine with yours. It's not healthy, so I'm taking my time alone and I emphasize more on my own health and well being than anyone else's right now because it's what I... I need.